I need to talk
about how I felt invisible
as a child.
how I believed,
when I sat down in left field,
and sang during math tests,
and pretended tile was lava,
that I was too small to be seen.
how it hurt(hurts)
to move away,
to switch schools,
to chose to be teased
or ignored.
I never spoke
about the ways I died,
a little each time, I
regurgitated
(knowledge, self-concept, etc.).
how it was
only a C in Geometry,
a dent in a car,
and a skewed self-perception,
and yet, it killed me when
my mother said
"I wish that you were never born."
I must express
my tendency to
repress every emotion,
speak solely to myself,
and
We haven't spoken
in a month, though
I don't really miss
the silence via telephone
similar to that
of a cracked seashell
closely pressed against my ear.
I can say :
I could do without
the counterfeit, twisted,
upside-down frowns.
I can say :
you most likely see
the lack of communication
as solely up to me,
but may I be the first to say
you never called me
either and anyway,
I'm not up to playing blaming games.
Finally, I can say :
I could do without you(.)r
hyperactive laughing fits,
both trying and disingenuous.
And though we haven't kissed
since spring,
I can say: I don't miss the uncertain lips,
or how you tr
I'll try to be short, I promise :)
It's been a hell of a long time since I uploaded something worthy here, and it seems it's gonna be a hell of a long time since I do it again, so I decided to make some changes in my gallery. Most of all I removed the things I don't quite like /anymore/.
Reasonably short, isn't it? :)
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PINK FLOYD - TIME
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an off hand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun
And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older
Shor
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